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Chelsea Rae

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STEPH IN PROGRESS

Remember when she walked here? Her sun streaked hair Blowing slightly in the wind Shining gorgously in the sun You carved her name all over Wrote It in spraypaint for everyone to see She used to brag about that, you know? She wanted us all too see, the boy she loved The boy she knew you could be She would tell us stories About the way you kissed How you gently, but confidently held her hand When your fingers, would sweep the hair Out from her big, twinkling eyes You made her feel Like she was floating on clouds Wispy and soft in the sky She remembered everything From the basketball games To the outside walks in the eve

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Failing To Notice by cudlpnk, literature

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Failing To Notice

Eyes blinded by the pain, Words pushed back by the fear. Legs bound by her past. She knows of nothing she can do, of no way to escape it all. She cuts but it won\'t do. Its jsut a grieving tool. Darkness fills her life, leaves her with no way out Hurting tortures her soul, it has no remorse. hatred stabs at her like knives from every damn direction\' That which once was beauty is now destryed. Old friends are enemies, attacking every moment N one is left, and she fails to notice As here life passess her by. She tries with all her might, yet she cannot see, The beauty and strength that lies beneath. Her life is a mess and she f

Longing for Him by cudlpnk, literature

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Longing for Him

With Empty arms and untouched lips, I long for him. Waiting for some one to take my breath away, and captivate my soul. Longing for the Love of another, Rips me up inside. Tears fall down my cheeks, as i wonder, Will he ever be? Does this man exist? I long for his tender touch, that makes me feel safe. I tremble as i think, he may never come. I call out his name, there is no reply. I long for the day, when he will come to me, and the two of us will be. I watch for his shadow on my bedroom wall. I reach for his hand, in my empty bed. I listen for his words, as i pick up the phone. And then i realize, i am the only one home. I

No Fathers Daughter by cudlpnk, literature

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No Fathers Daughter

His memories have been withheld, His presence, never existed. He is merley just a partner in my creation, A foundation, a rock he is not. \"daddy i love you\" has never flowed from my lips. A Trusting hand has never held mine, A father has never said \"goodnight\" I know nothing of a loving father, I know nothing of a safe man\'s presence in my house. I know nothing of being daddy\'s princess. I know nothing of him at all. There is no such thing as a replacement. This longing, this want can never be filled. I will never fully grasp his slipping away. I will never understand why he didn\'t stay. Today i saw my father, I saw him

Stooopid Poem by cudlpnk, literature

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Stooopid Poem

You cross my mind, Every Now and then. You touch my heart, Every once in a while. And While your with me, I happen to realize, I wanna be more than this I wanna be more than I am I wanna be more than Just a memory pushed to the back I wanna be more than jsut a fragamnt of your past, left in your heart. I wanna be a part of everything And know that you\'ll always love me I wanna have you to hold, to love you to cherish I wanna have you. I want you to have me. I want more for me and you. I always wanna have you and me. Slipping away, doesnt work for me. Pushing you, its jsut hurting me. I cant let go, but i think i am. I see

let you Die by cudlpnk, literature

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let you Die

Standing on edge, I hear you scream my name. Your hand reaches up, I watch your body hang. In my head i invision you falling down. In my heart I feel a shooting pain. My hand is stalling, I want you to play my game. I want you to know, I want you to feelExactly the way i do , every day. I let your body slip, I ignore your cry. Until finally I see, you are afraid to die Finally I see, It all though your eyes. My hand reaches out, trembling with fear and guilt Your fingers grab mind, I start to pull you up. is our bond enough this time? I step back, I dont pull you up. I let you go. Your body falls,and then you break. i

Unbelievable Reflection by cudlpnk, literature

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Unbelievable Reflection

a smile shown from my reflection I wipe the mirror. I cant believe. I check my eyes, yet a smile i still see. I dont understand how it can be. I havent seen myself smile, In forever and a day. I havent ever felt my heart warm, never before in this way deep down maybe its real. Happiness might\'ve finalyl come my way. Light is shining in this dark tunnel. brightening my days and yet i wont let myself see it. i wont believe its true. Ive waited for this a long time. And now its here and im confused I dont know how to be happy. i dont understand how not to hurt Anger fills up insidee me. Frustration rages within.

letter For a friend by cudlpnk, literature

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letter For a friend

i saw you today, you brougt a smile to my face, i laughed with you today, you took away the pain. i cried with you today. it made me feel okay ... sat with you today , it made me feel safe i talked to you today, it made me feel free. I thought about you today , Suddenly I realized Today i got so busy, i didnt tell you how i feel, I cherish you, i trust you, i care for you, i need you, im here for you, you make my days brighter,and i love sharing them with you but most of all, if i died tommorrow , ild want you to know ...good friend...that with all my heart, I LOVE YOU!!

Life Kills Boy by cudlpnk, literature

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Life Kills Boy

Vast spirals of blood Lie around him On the floor where his body lay. Silent for forever, He\'ll never see another day. The silence has been broken, The words he could never say, Shown engraved upon is arms and legs. he thought no one would listen, He felt no one would care. When no one came to save him, He knew they were never truely there. Now their fake tears mean nothing. This boy could\'ve been saved, Unsolved Problems and frustrations carried him to his grave. Young and hopeless, Lifeless creature, he left his life, for so many reasons. Pain abandonment ...No trust. Forever he will feel worthless, Forever haunted

More Broken Promises by cudlpnk, literature

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More Broken Promises

Broken Promises. I won\'t give up on you You promised me. I won\'t screw with you You swore to me. You held my hand when no one else would. You tought me happiness, When i thought no one else could. You cheered me up, When i wanted to die. When i had nothing, You taught me to reach for my dreams and fly. You said you loved me, I loved you too. You said you wouldn\'t leave me, Assuring me you would never stray. I believed you, I put my heart in your hands. I made a mistake. I believed your bull shit promises. I couldn\'t see that you were jsut another fake. You left me here broken, Unsure of what to do I fucking hate yo

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